October Fifteenth

Today is October 15 and it is pretty significant day for our family. October 15th is an infant and pregnancy loss day. But what is even more important - October 15 is the day we found out I was pregnant with...

Why am I a dreamer?

There is something to say about this new spring weather. The air is filled with new scents, sun is shining and flowers are blooming. I am so ecstatic that the gloomy winter is finally  over and sunshine makes...

My Story. Part2. Miracle from Heaven.

Motherhood is a tough job. It is a job that you cannot clock out from or go on break. I will be honest with you, it has been tough on me sometimes. As a creative, I need my space, my time, my loneliness to put...

Alexi Birth Story

Fair warning, this post contains real birth images that some might consider disturbing.  Please read at your own risk.  With Angel I was planning to have  a homebirth. I  found out about orgasmic...

My Story. Part 1. Story of an Angel.

My Story.   Part 1. Story of an Angel. What do I say when people ask me  about Alexi: "Is he your first?". I usually say "Yes". How else would I explain  to them  that this answer is a lie, especially...

Happiness is expansion.

It is funny how it works. When you think you have  a lot of friends,  you decide to stand out from the crowd and come out of your cage, you suddenly start to understand  that you are all alone and  always...